I almost went crazy yet again, but I luckily have a best friend here. Who is disguised as a guardian angel. For both me & my son's case. She took him for the night. So I could calm down. So I could have a break. So I could breathe again. & boy did I breathe...
It was supposed to be a nice quiet night at home including homework and CSI, but it ended up into the decision to go to A bar for A drink. Which turned into three or four or five drinks, but who's counting...right?! I had fun. I let loose (a bit)...& met an awesome band & some local dudes that let us chill on their boat! THEIR BOAT! Hell yeah!
I am not looking forward to the temper tantrum that will ensue tomorrow but I am more than greatful to my BFF that took him off my hands for one WHOLE night. More amazing than any birthday present I could ask for!
I made friends with an ex navy sailor that was born and sailed overseas, an ex law/anthropology student that decided to give it all up to sail, and a band that knew the punk rock I grew up with. It was an amazing time & now I really need to pass out. I'm sure I'll write more tomorrow, with witty commentary included, but I am so tired. And happy. Thank god!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
no hablo ingles
I'm fawning after a man that isn't that much into music. Is he really that great if he can't even share my love? I've done his movie thing...while fun, it's not what *I'm* into but does he even care? ALL of my ex's were musicians...but maybe that's fate trying to tell me to move the f&*$ on and try something new??? (Edward is being amazingly confusing to me, as usual)
I am trying to plan a spur of the moment trip back home to Florida. My BFF here said she'd watch my Gremlin for the day and a half I'll be gone. All of this for a show (one of my loves)...& for my friends that I'm so homesick for. Upon doing so, I'm realizing that a lot of my best friends, all of these super humanly amazing people, I met at shows. I met them at shows or because of bands, or something of the like. & that part of me has withered away & died. It's killing me. The spontaneity in my life has gone and it is truly killing me slowly. Either that, or it's making me uncomfortably mentally unstable. I haven't decided which yet...
But this is what I would be going for:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L174xUWK6bg
So if I do plan this trip back home, that means no new bed. Or no paying off 1 credit card. I think it's a price I'm willing to make even if it does mean I'll be scrambling for money next month... *thinks to self* "Thank god I put back half the stuff in the WalMart cart tonight!" HAHA! My sanity is worth $330, right?! Muuuch cheaper than a [head]shrink in the long run.
Tomorrow is Friday, finally. My week from hell has almost ended...psyched! Now I just have to prepare for Plan A & Plan B for this weekend. [& no, not the Plan B morning after pill kthx. Edward would actually have to show some interest in me for me to need that...pffft]
Plan A - Go to Orlando, FLORIDA <3 Dinner w/ friends/fun/sleep. Shopping & SHOW<3 Fly back to yucky ghetto state
Plan B - Stay in yucky ghetto state...Dr Seuss Birthday celebration readings & activities, birthday party (one of Gremlin's friends), get obnoxiously drunk to forget that I'm NOT in Florida, nurse hangover all Sunday.
Somehow Plan A is looking a hell of a lot better...in both instances. We shall see! I actually need to fit in HOMEWORK in the middle of all this...uh oh! I need sleep, good night all!
I am trying to plan a spur of the moment trip back home to Florida. My BFF here said she'd watch my Gremlin for the day and a half I'll be gone. All of this for a show (one of my loves)...& for my friends that I'm so homesick for. Upon doing so, I'm realizing that a lot of my best friends, all of these super humanly amazing people, I met at shows. I met them at shows or because of bands, or something of the like. & that part of me has withered away & died. It's killing me. The spontaneity in my life has gone and it is truly killing me slowly. Either that, or it's making me uncomfortably mentally unstable. I haven't decided which yet...
But this is what I would be going for:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L174xUWK6bg
So if I do plan this trip back home, that means no new bed. Or no paying off 1 credit card. I think it's a price I'm willing to make even if it does mean I'll be scrambling for money next month... *thinks to self* "Thank god I put back half the stuff in the WalMart cart tonight!" HAHA! My sanity is worth $330, right?! Muuuch cheaper than a [head]shrink in the long run.
Tomorrow is Friday, finally. My week from hell has almost ended...psyched! Now I just have to prepare for Plan A & Plan B for this weekend. [& no, not the Plan B morning after pill kthx. Edward would actually have to show some interest in me for me to need that...pffft]
Plan A - Go to Orlando, FLORIDA <3 Dinner w/ friends/fun/sleep. Shopping & SHOW<3 Fly back to yucky ghetto state
Plan B - Stay in yucky ghetto state...Dr Seuss Birthday celebration readings & activities, birthday party (one of Gremlin's friends), get obnoxiously drunk to forget that I'm NOT in Florida, nurse hangover all Sunday.
Somehow Plan A is looking a hell of a lot better...in both instances. We shall see! I actually need to fit in HOMEWORK in the middle of all this...uh oh! I need sleep, good night all!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
sometimes i think i need a vacation
breakdown at 9 on floor 2
classy.
today's not been my day. between the breakdown (due to a certain gremlin & stress), a bombed history test (ALL MY fault, to make matters worse), and disaster in my apartment, i think i'm pretty much done for the month.
at least edward's around to keep me giggling and feeling dumb. btw, i don't want to play anymore...unless it's for keeps
might be getting my long overdue new tattoo this saturday...and visiting the gun range ... something to look forward to! <3
classy.
today's not been my day. between the breakdown (due to a certain gremlin & stress), a bombed history test (ALL MY fault, to make matters worse), and disaster in my apartment, i think i'm pretty much done for the month.
at least edward's around to keep me giggling and feeling dumb. btw, i don't want to play anymore...unless it's for keeps
might be getting my long overdue new tattoo this saturday...and visiting the gun range ... something to look forward to! <3
Sunday, February 21, 2010
random
I seldom visit this site. I seldom write anymore, much less blog. But it's funny how certain things or events bring me right back to here. I guess not having any friends is finally taking a toll on me. God forbid I don't have anyone to bitch to, or talk boys with!
I'm writing this in procrastination of studying for a history test. I don't know why I just can't force myself to read the crap, but it's a whole hell of a lot more boring that I imagined it could be...being a self-paced (somewhat) online course and all. My test is open for an eight day window...in which I have two days left to take it. I guess I should get reading...but alas, there are just so many facebook games out there!
My life hasn't changed much since I blogged last year. But then again, it's gotten a whole hell of a lot more lonely. I have a few friends in town, most of whom would probably drop everything at the blink of an eye for me, but I have this problem with asking for help. My mother moved out of the country so any help with my little gremlin went out the window. Speaking of the little gremlin, he's three. THREE YEARS OLD! I've had a child and cared for said child for three years without killing him or completely fucking him up! Plus full time work, plus full time job. I deserve a mother fucking medal of honor, damn it! It is nice to get the random messages from good friends, or even acquaintances, saying that they admire me or that they're proud of me. It reminds me that people do recognize and appreciate the multiple-job day-to-day gruel I endure. But sometimes, it's just not enough. While I love the gremlin, I lack the patience needed to be a great mother. And the time. Maybe if there were ten days in the week, I could be just a little better mother, employee, student, friend, etc. I don't even know who or where my freinds are anymore, they've all but disappeared since I started school last summer. I miss them. (I still miss home.)
I realized that although I hate my job, I do like the fact that I can "train" with other people and do a variety of things in my work day. I am no longer limited to doing data entry for an hour, and having to sit and look busy for the other seven. I've been helping with various departments, learning other jobs, and keeping busy...much needed for my sanity, as well as my ADD. Through work, I also realized that I developed a crush on my co-worker. A crush...at my age...haha! (**Not that I'm old per se, moreso my situation makes me feel older than I really am) I guess that would be fine and dandy except the idiot can't make up his mind. Or if he has made up his mind already, but he's definately not come out and let me know. And it drives me crazy. Past and present tense. Movie and lunch today, no clue what that was but at least it was fun. And a break from Gremlin. I could talk to the man all day...about everything and nothing all at once. And the last time someone made me smile and laugh like that...well, you know the rest of the story... He's just so god damn fickle. I think I shall call him Edward (yes after that trashy Twilight series we all secretly love so much). And yes, the irony in this is that he does hate the Twilight series with a passion, I love it and it works! I'd give a time limit on him, but the last time I did that, it didn't quite work in my favor.
So I saw From Paris With Love with my "Edward," and just as before, my fascination and love for John Travolta has sparked. He is such a badass in this movie, it's amazing. And of course I like guns and pretty things, movie explosions included, so this was pretty sick. I managed to find a sucker, er, sitter for my gremlin next weekend so I can go to the shooting range. Previously mentioned co-worker may go with me, we'll see. Also upcoming with my "Edward" would be a possible trip to a town an hour away...for a weekend. Hahaha...I bet anything the fickleness will win, he'll cancel, and I'll be in a beautiful hotel or timeshare (for FREE!) by MYSELF. How depressing would that be?! If that happens, I cannot be held accountable for my spending spree that will ensue. Oh how I do need a nice little Dolce & Gabbana dress, haha!
Oh, I do need a hobby. It's just that I haven't any time for one! Or money...considering the fact that I need moola both for the said hobby as well as for daycare. I would love to go to the shooting range more! I would also love the following things: bellydancing, kickboxing, self defense classes (I think I've beat up my neighbor so much he hates me), pole dancing (it intrigues me, ok?! and maybe if I had this down, Edward wouldn't be so flipping fickle), sewing (as in making clothes), general arts and crafts projects, ballroom dancing, salsa dancing, cake decorating, and the list goes on and on. Oops, another problem...I apparently have this social anxiety disorder and can't do anything ALONE! WTF?! We'll see what happens in the coming year...it IS a new year after all, right?! I need to sleep...because I need to wake up early...because I procrastinated too late and didn't do a lick of styding...oops again!!!!!
I'm writing this in procrastination of studying for a history test. I don't know why I just can't force myself to read the crap, but it's a whole hell of a lot more boring that I imagined it could be...being a self-paced (somewhat) online course and all. My test is open for an eight day window...in which I have two days left to take it. I guess I should get reading...but alas, there are just so many facebook games out there!
My life hasn't changed much since I blogged last year. But then again, it's gotten a whole hell of a lot more lonely. I have a few friends in town, most of whom would probably drop everything at the blink of an eye for me, but I have this problem with asking for help. My mother moved out of the country so any help with my little gremlin went out the window. Speaking of the little gremlin, he's three. THREE YEARS OLD! I've had a child and cared for said child for three years without killing him or completely fucking him up! Plus full time work, plus full time job. I deserve a mother fucking medal of honor, damn it! It is nice to get the random messages from good friends, or even acquaintances, saying that they admire me or that they're proud of me. It reminds me that people do recognize and appreciate the multiple-job day-to-day gruel I endure. But sometimes, it's just not enough. While I love the gremlin, I lack the patience needed to be a great mother. And the time. Maybe if there were ten days in the week, I could be just a little better mother, employee, student, friend, etc. I don't even know who or where my freinds are anymore, they've all but disappeared since I started school last summer. I miss them. (I still miss home.)
I realized that although I hate my job, I do like the fact that I can "train" with other people and do a variety of things in my work day. I am no longer limited to doing data entry for an hour, and having to sit and look busy for the other seven. I've been helping with various departments, learning other jobs, and keeping busy...much needed for my sanity, as well as my ADD. Through work, I also realized that I developed a crush on my co-worker. A crush...at my age...haha! (**Not that I'm old per se, moreso my situation makes me feel older than I really am) I guess that would be fine and dandy except the idiot can't make up his mind. Or if he has made up his mind already, but he's definately not come out and let me know. And it drives me crazy. Past and present tense. Movie and lunch today, no clue what that was but at least it was fun. And a break from Gremlin. I could talk to the man all day...about everything and nothing all at once. And the last time someone made me smile and laugh like that...well, you know the rest of the story... He's just so god damn fickle. I think I shall call him Edward (yes after that trashy Twilight series we all secretly love so much). And yes, the irony in this is that he does hate the Twilight series with a passion, I love it and it works! I'd give a time limit on him, but the last time I did that, it didn't quite work in my favor.
So I saw From Paris With Love with my "Edward," and just as before, my fascination and love for John Travolta has sparked. He is such a badass in this movie, it's amazing. And of course I like guns and pretty things, movie explosions included, so this was pretty sick. I managed to find a sucker, er, sitter for my gremlin next weekend so I can go to the shooting range. Previously mentioned co-worker may go with me, we'll see. Also upcoming with my "Edward" would be a possible trip to a town an hour away...for a weekend. Hahaha...I bet anything the fickleness will win, he'll cancel, and I'll be in a beautiful hotel or timeshare (for FREE!) by MYSELF. How depressing would that be?! If that happens, I cannot be held accountable for my spending spree that will ensue. Oh how I do need a nice little Dolce & Gabbana dress, haha!
Oh, I do need a hobby. It's just that I haven't any time for one! Or money...considering the fact that I need moola both for the said hobby as well as for daycare. I would love to go to the shooting range more! I would also love the following things: bellydancing, kickboxing, self defense classes (I think I've beat up my neighbor so much he hates me), pole dancing (it intrigues me, ok?! and maybe if I had this down, Edward wouldn't be so flipping fickle), sewing (as in making clothes), general arts and crafts projects, ballroom dancing, salsa dancing, cake decorating, and the list goes on and on. Oops, another problem...I apparently have this social anxiety disorder and can't do anything ALONE! WTF?! We'll see what happens in the coming year...it IS a new year after all, right?! I need to sleep...because I need to wake up early...because I procrastinated too late and didn't do a lick of styding...oops again!!!!!
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
You'll learn to hate me but still call me baby...
Wow! So I can get to this from work, amazing!!
Nope, I didn't get arrested from offing the neighbor...my laptop just broke & I've been unmotivated to update. Opps! Damn amazon.com! Blame them!!!!
I vacationed back home in Florida last week & it was amazing. We swam, shopped, ate & rested. Along with seeing a bunch of people while doing all of the above. I didn't want to come back to awful Virginia. & of course as soon as I get back, the nasty weather greets me. GRRR! At least it's still staying somewhat warm. I actually had to use my AC for one of the days too, *gasp* (& that was only because my kid was hot, I thought it was nice & toasty at 79 degress!)
My little kiddo learned quite a few curse words this vacation. & now he's going to have to unlearn them. Quick. His grandmother offered to take him for the summer!! Well, for 8 weeks so I can take some more college courses & FINALLY get my AA. It's only taken me 9 years...*sigh* She's confirming that the daycare by her house has opennings & then he's gone. Strange. I hope he doesn't exclaim "OMG WTF?!" if she does something silly. Or call her a bitch again if she tells him no. Damn that kid picks up a lot!
I'm pretty excited about going back though! Else than the part where I'll probably be older than everyone :/ I only signed up for 1 credit hour so far, it's one required class - college success or something silly like that. If she can't take him, I can still take that class because it's on Saturday. It's 2 Saturdays in June or July and then it's over! I wish ALL classes were that fast & easy! I have to take my math & sciences, & history...that'll be hell, especially since I haven't used either in about 10 years. Maybe I'll surprise myself! I have been watching Animal Planet & Discovery Channel & the History Channel over the years! I must also remember to get heavy duty pepper spray, my coworker said it's not that great of a place at night...
I started "dieting" on Sunday, May 3, 2009. I'm psyched about it! I'm on this website called sparkpeople & it's pretty fun, I can log everything & get points & such. & I joined a group (swimsuit bootcamp or something?) that gives away a grand prize!! It started on 5/3 & ends at the end of the month, they pick a random person for the grand prize of $500!! :O I sure could use that...especially after I maxed out another card in FL, opps!! It's not really a "diet" per se, just more getting healthy options. Like NO fast food & excercising. I thought I'd hate the exercising part, but with that site, they have the videos on there for you & they're in 5-15 min increments so they're pretty fun! I like the kickboxing stuff even though it kicks my butt! I think that I might even enroll at the YMCA after my mom takes my Gremlin. They have some pretty interesting classes I'd like to take...like Zumba for example :) I put in my weight & measurements yesterday, I check again in a week to see if anything changed! (I pretty much weigh myself every day at work though, LOL!) Speaking of work, I even used the gym we have yesterday on my break! Yipee!
& on that note, I'm going to take my morning break & go walk on the treadmill!! :)
Nope, I didn't get arrested from offing the neighbor...my laptop just broke & I've been unmotivated to update. Opps! Damn amazon.com! Blame them!!!!
I vacationed back home in Florida last week & it was amazing. We swam, shopped, ate & rested. Along with seeing a bunch of people while doing all of the above. I didn't want to come back to awful Virginia. & of course as soon as I get back, the nasty weather greets me. GRRR! At least it's still staying somewhat warm. I actually had to use my AC for one of the days too, *gasp* (& that was only because my kid was hot, I thought it was nice & toasty at 79 degress!)
My little kiddo learned quite a few curse words this vacation. & now he's going to have to unlearn them. Quick. His grandmother offered to take him for the summer!! Well, for 8 weeks so I can take some more college courses & FINALLY get my AA. It's only taken me 9 years...*sigh* She's confirming that the daycare by her house has opennings & then he's gone. Strange. I hope he doesn't exclaim "OMG WTF?!" if she does something silly. Or call her a bitch again if she tells him no. Damn that kid picks up a lot!
I'm pretty excited about going back though! Else than the part where I'll probably be older than everyone :/ I only signed up for 1 credit hour so far, it's one required class - college success or something silly like that. If she can't take him, I can still take that class because it's on Saturday. It's 2 Saturdays in June or July and then it's over! I wish ALL classes were that fast & easy! I have to take my math & sciences, & history...that'll be hell, especially since I haven't used either in about 10 years. Maybe I'll surprise myself! I have been watching Animal Planet & Discovery Channel & the History Channel over the years! I must also remember to get heavy duty pepper spray, my coworker said it's not that great of a place at night...
I started "dieting" on Sunday, May 3, 2009. I'm psyched about it! I'm on this website called sparkpeople & it's pretty fun, I can log everything & get points & such. & I joined a group (swimsuit bootcamp or something?) that gives away a grand prize!! It started on 5/3 & ends at the end of the month, they pick a random person for the grand prize of $500!! :O I sure could use that...especially after I maxed out another card in FL, opps!! It's not really a "diet" per se, just more getting healthy options. Like NO fast food & excercising. I thought I'd hate the exercising part, but with that site, they have the videos on there for you & they're in 5-15 min increments so they're pretty fun! I like the kickboxing stuff even though it kicks my butt! I think that I might even enroll at the YMCA after my mom takes my Gremlin. They have some pretty interesting classes I'd like to take...like Zumba for example :) I put in my weight & measurements yesterday, I check again in a week to see if anything changed! (I pretty much weigh myself every day at work though, LOL!) Speaking of work, I even used the gym we have yesterday on my break! Yipee!
& on that note, I'm going to take my morning break & go walk on the treadmill!! :)
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
STOP collaborate and listen
My HP kicked it last week, so pissed. The damn laptop was only two years old...there was NO REASON for it to die. But it did. & I pretty much hate HP now. I bought a cheap laptop from WalMart last night - an Acer - & it's making me really miss my HP. *sigh* I think I should have a laptop funeral for my HP. So many memories...speaking of memories, I need to take out the hard drive to get all my son's pictures out. & make a back-up copy of ALL of them since I don't have one. Duh.
Work is hitting an all-time low with it being so slow. I hate sitting around waiting. I know I'm getting paid & all that junk & lord knows I'm so thankful for that, but I want to be DOING something worthwhile...Hopefully I get the job I put in for the other day, it's a lateral transfer but sounds more busy!!! I don't know how much longer I can sit still, or how much longer they'll continue to pay me to do so...
I'm not *really* tired of couponing though. I went shopping today. I hit a high with a 67% savings at Farm Fresh today, that was rad!
I'm so tired & it's pretty early (for my standards) so I think I'll hit the sack. If no one hears from me in a couple days, please bail me out of jail for attempted murder of my LOUD LOUD LOUD neighbors (with the bad choice in music). Rot in hell frat boy yuppies! GRRRRRRRRRRRR
Work is hitting an all-time low with it being so slow. I hate sitting around waiting. I know I'm getting paid & all that junk & lord knows I'm so thankful for that, but I want to be DOING something worthwhile...Hopefully I get the job I put in for the other day, it's a lateral transfer but sounds more busy!!! I don't know how much longer I can sit still, or how much longer they'll continue to pay me to do so...
I'm not *really* tired of couponing though. I went shopping today. I hit a high with a 67% savings at Farm Fresh today, that was rad!
I'm so tired & it's pretty early (for my standards) so I think I'll hit the sack. If no one hears from me in a couple days, please bail me out of jail for attempted murder of my LOUD LOUD LOUD neighbors (with the bad choice in music). Rot in hell frat boy yuppies! GRRRRRRRRRRRR
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
insomnia.
It's been FOREVER! Actually only a few weeks, but who's counting? I hate that I have an online addiction but can't really remember to update this. Or I do remember & just have nothing to write in it...hmmm.
Nothing of importance has happened. Well, I have $10.34 in my bank account & five maxed out credit cards. Yay! My shopping addiction has officially taken over. *sigh* & believe me, that STILL didn't stop me tonight. I went to the grocery store yet again (they had double coupons up to $1!!!!!!!!)...the cashier made me swell with pride as she proclaimed I was a "coupon queen." Oh dear god, here it goes...out of control! It's triple coupons at another grocery store this weekend, whee! I get my return & paycheck on Friday, mwahaha! At least I quit drinking & smoking right? Now I just spend all my money on food...no wonder I'm a fat ass now...hahahaha!!
Speaking of fat asses, I'm totally reading this book right now that describes that "fat" issue between my mother & me. It's called "Why Moms are Weird" & has to be one of the most amazing books ever. In addition to the first one "Why Girls are Weird." I'm in love with that author. *nods* I'm only on my 4th book for the year but I'll make it to 50 this year by all means!
I quit drinking & I'm smelling alcohol...in my bed. I wonder if that's a bad sign? Oh shit...
Okay, so I had a relapse on Friday but there was nothing I could do about it! My friend got back from being at sea for a month...military junk. It was fun & nice to go out again! I cannot wait until March...two shows back to back, *swoon*
Oh, & I will lose weight for them. I MUST have this weight lost by April. Fuck! I'm going home in April, dear old Florida<3 I cannot look like this. I know I've had a kid & all but damn if I'm going to let it show! I need to regulate my sleep schedule again & actually DO some SLEEPING! I need to start exercising again. At least I'm not eating ALL the damn time anymore...& I'm trying to eat healthy. The no sleep is causing the caffeine OD's which is causing the bad crashes though...grrrrr! 2 months to lose weight, at least 30 pounds...dear lord where are you now?! Please exist, please help me lose my fat ass. I promise to pray & bring my kid to church & everything! My journal picture has even been changed to keep me from eating. *nods*
Oh, & dear lord, I need to get some. Please get mr perfect to just ask me out on a date even? A date would be nice. Is it wrong to be asking for this? Hmmm...
Delerium has kicked in, time for bed!!!!!!
Nothing of importance has happened. Well, I have $10.34 in my bank account & five maxed out credit cards. Yay! My shopping addiction has officially taken over. *sigh* & believe me, that STILL didn't stop me tonight. I went to the grocery store yet again (they had double coupons up to $1!!!!!!!!)...the cashier made me swell with pride as she proclaimed I was a "coupon queen." Oh dear god, here it goes...out of control! It's triple coupons at another grocery store this weekend, whee! I get my return & paycheck on Friday, mwahaha! At least I quit drinking & smoking right? Now I just spend all my money on food...no wonder I'm a fat ass now...hahahaha!!
Speaking of fat asses, I'm totally reading this book right now that describes that "fat" issue between my mother & me. It's called "Why Moms are Weird" & has to be one of the most amazing books ever. In addition to the first one "Why Girls are Weird." I'm in love with that author. *nods* I'm only on my 4th book for the year but I'll make it to 50 this year by all means!
I quit drinking & I'm smelling alcohol...in my bed. I wonder if that's a bad sign? Oh shit...
Okay, so I had a relapse on Friday but there was nothing I could do about it! My friend got back from being at sea for a month...military junk. It was fun & nice to go out again! I cannot wait until March...two shows back to back, *swoon*
Oh, & I will lose weight for them. I MUST have this weight lost by April. Fuck! I'm going home in April, dear old Florida<3 I cannot look like this. I know I've had a kid & all but damn if I'm going to let it show! I need to regulate my sleep schedule again & actually DO some SLEEPING! I need to start exercising again. At least I'm not eating ALL the damn time anymore...& I'm trying to eat healthy. The no sleep is causing the caffeine OD's which is causing the bad crashes though...grrrrr! 2 months to lose weight, at least 30 pounds...dear lord where are you now?! Please exist, please help me lose my fat ass. I promise to pray & bring my kid to church & everything! My journal picture has even been changed to keep me from eating. *nods*
Oh, & dear lord, I need to get some. Please get mr perfect to just ask me out on a date even? A date would be nice. Is it wrong to be asking for this? Hmmm...
Delerium has kicked in, time for bed!!!!!!
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